i have lost myself

afterall

miraculous — Tue, 24 Apr 2007 15:56:15 +0000

there isnt any point in hiding anymore. my new wordpress blog.

http://www.naivenaiviv.wordpress.com

Kiss my last goodbye.

miraculous — Fri, 20 Apr 2007 18:08:40 +0000

im moving into a new wordpress blog. to leave past heartaches, hapiness and memories behind. hoping that the next blog will consist of only happy events.

A new phrase of life without you.

ps: pls ask for the link personally from me if u want. (:

i think i need help.

miraculous — Thu, 19 Apr 2007 13:18:19 +0000

i decided to be a good girl for once and attempt my a maths mock paper. but guess wad. i completed qn one but got stuck in qn 2. nvm i remain positive and proceed with qn 3. but guess wad, i cant do either. i seriously think im gonna fail really badly. omg. and i seriously think im a quitter because i really gave up. i really couldnt solve it. tsk. wads happening??

wadever, i really couldnt stand mdm foo anymore. she’s an silly idiotic stupid irritating annoying bitch.

i think i am moving to another wordpress blog.

maybe, maybe not.

miraculous — Wed, 18 Apr 2007 14:35:56 +0000

mayb it wasnt that difficult afterall. but sometimes it seems so difficult that i couldnt handle. i know im contradicting. but you dun understand because you arent me.

all at one go

miraculous — Tue, 17 Apr 2007 13:48:11 +0000

its killing me. and if i had a choice, i would rather die.

why mus i go thorugh such things? why must i be the one. im not god.

soon. really soon.

miraculous — Sun, 15 Apr 2007 03:22:05 +0000

some complain that i might as well close down this stupid blog because i am not updating. but some say once i update i will update a freaking long post. so yes.. here’s another very long post.

yeah. so we went to qiting’s birthday party ytd. reached at around 4 plus and we went to swim and play in the water. wash up and stuff and went to get alcohol. so by the time we went back, there wasnt a lot food left for us. so thanks to the bottle of hooch and my sort of empty stomach, i got dizzy and threw up. zzz.

we actually planned to stay overnight but since i wasnt feeling well and most of them couldnt stay, we decide to leave. so we went back to return our bikes. and guess wad? the shop was closed. so we got to wait for the next morning to return our bikes. so i slept fitfully at macdonals for about one hour? slacked and talked till 4am and we wanted to see the sun rise. so we went to this coast and the sky was damn beautiful. but thats not the main point! all of us lay down and suddenly the fisher man around us wanted to leave. i woke up together with jenna seeing that the path ahead to get out is flooded due to high tide. so we were wondering whether we should leave because we dunno the tide will get higher and higher or it will become lower later. so we decided to leave in case it get so high that we couldnt possible get out by then. its was pretty stupid. but anyway, we went to see sunrise at this little jetty. its damn nice although we couldnt managed to see the whole orange sun due to the stupid cloud. so by the time it came out, it was BRIGHT yellow. so enjoy the pictures (:

i couldnt upload all the pictures cause there are a lot of them. yeah so jus the nicer ones. (:

celebrating qiting and jiawei bdae in the hall

in the sea! the sea water is damn salty! yuck.

the memories of childhood.

muhaha

all hungry faces

its mesmerising

aeroplane!

many many tents. sry i was a bit bo liao while waiting for the sun

the mixture of colours is pretty amazing!

can u spot the sun??

jus for entertainment

(: tadang! east coast sunrise! and pls. the sun comes out at 6+ going 7 not at 4am!

i didnt really slp for the whole day. and right now i am sitting in front of the computer blogging. alright, i need to get some sleep. ciao.

im weary. soon, i will lose all the motivations to continue.

i never wanna be like that.

miraculous — Fri, 13 Apr 2007 14:23:29 +0000

i dunno wad i can blog about. life is like repeating over and over again with sch, work, sch. work, slp, eat etc. i am really tired. both physically and emotionally. i really find it super hard to focus and concentrate nowadays. i find that no matter how many hours i slp i still feel tired. falling aslp while studying for test and ended up not studying anything.

its jus like theres too much things in my mind to take care of, to think about. and nowadays i kept having weird dreams. -.- right? and i realised i how much i really detest who i was. argh. wadever. bye for now.

i am drowning.

miraculous — Sun, 01 Apr 2007 04:45:35 +0000

its been long since a decent post. i am sorry peeps for the lack of posts. but i couldnt post regularly because i simply, dun have the time for it. weekends are now packed with homework(which obviously i am too lazy to do it). while, i managed to complete three unseen poems out of six of them and gotta complete them BY today before getting my ass down to study for geog elective.

hais. i can oversee the activities and events for next week and i can for sure tell you its gonna be a very hectic week. with lots of hw to be completed(i can tell u wad are they now and when i am suppose to do them) and tests plus the coming chi oral exam. PLUS there are so many ppl having birthdays on april! i simply dun have the time to buy present. time to kill more brain cells again.

going to school is really a very tired and stress thing to do everyday. u end ur day at 4.40 and when u reach home, u see pile of homeworks waiting for you. the thing is by the time u get home, u are already half dead! i really wonder how jocelyn managed to do all her work. yah becuase of the fact that she doesnt play computer and has no temptations to stop her from doing her work. the computer is right in my room! how can i have no temptations?(ok excuses) ): ARGH. bloody o levels.

ok enough of complaining. on a lighter note, i have some crappy photos to show you guys!

its quite dark i know. see how crappy banqi is!

banqi is slping! not doing his work or anything. lol damn funny.

is on sinhou’s chair and naz kept kicking his chair because of this.

after long hours of BIOLOGY

oh no! terrorist in my class!

i was horrified by this mess when i walk into the class one day.

miraculous — Tue, 20 Mar 2007 14:28:59 +0000

back to square one.

batam trip

miraculous — Tue, 06 Mar 2007 13:37:23 +0000

i think i should not update anything because everything is in huilun’s blog already. haha but nevertheless, i shall be good and take the effort to upload a total of 70 photos (i didnt upload ALL of cus) for you.

hmm batam trip is okay. not very boring not very fun. it was fun because I RAN LIKE I NEVER RUN BEFORE. >:( zzz. haha bought quite a lot of things. Perfumes, t-shirt, necklace and many more la. yeah and let the pictures do the toking!

on the ferry

that lonely and pathetic soul is none other than MISS CHONG!!

the water looks beautiful

the wind is very strong!

the bridge

houses by the sea

chickens running around the village

mother hen with small chicks

first underground tunnel in batam still in progress

the tour guide said its a shopping centre!

eating burning charcoals! ee

eating glass. so OMG right?

elective geography field trip batam 2007